imprints

We all have people who come into our lives they can have a great influence or they can leave bitter memories, regardless they are all imprints. People cross our path so that we grow older and wiser we can learn from all the good and the bad. Lets face it if everything was great all the time it would be very boring because you would know the outcome every single time. Experiencing the highs and lows of life is what makes life exciting. Let's say an ex leave your life and they basically tell you that it's not working out because you are very different in the way you think or just a plain douche. You may be in temporary pain for a few days or weeks but eventually you will know not to go for a certain type of guy or you look for someone that you can compare to more. What if the next time that you meet someone the tables can turn and for some reason you don't find it working out either then you can also get an understanding of why the ex from before said it. It was still a positive message that was sent but with a negative beginning nothing in the world is negative if you do take it that way you will always get hurt in the end and there will be no end to your heart ache and have an understanding why things happen they way they happen. So it's your life bot theirs make it a positive one and you will see that things will fall into place very soon and you won't have such hatred for the world anymore. :)

Venerable

We all go through life,death,heartaches,joys and many more emotions through life. It we all with these life influential feelings in all different ways. I have actually witnessed someone who had so many walls up and have known this person for awhile now. It wasn't until a very tender moment with someone who was able to relate to him on the most tender moment was I able to see the most raw emotions and source of why he had so many guards up. This person is my boyfriend he is a strong minded individual who did not want to show a sign of weakness at all because he felt that all he has is himself. The whole point of this point is that when people who have had something so traumatic happen to himself/herself, they are the ones who may be the most sensitive. The thing is that people like this do not need to feel like this because even with a dark soul people actually has someone who cares about them and are trying to understand him or her to help them out. The idea for humans to help one another in their time of need I would like to say that there is someone out there for you to reach out for I know I am here for you :D

New Direction

Hey I know that its been over two years that I have blogged and I have been going through the toughest time of my life and it took a lot of strength and soul searching for me to pick myself up. I have finally done the last bit of soul searching that I am now comfortable in my own skin and thoughts that I can start this up again. I have started this blog with many purposes a journal,a gossip column, an escape from reality, but this new direction I am hoping that I can help people in the world. Especially gay men I am a gay man who had the hardest coming out in life and I know plenty of people who have had parents tell them "it's okay, I already knew it" or "I will accept you no matter what". I have had the complete opposite of that reaction. I have had lived through many aches of life that some people don't face until later in their years. So this blog is to reach out to those people who want any advice gay,straight,transgender who are too afraid to ask questions because they fear of the responses that they will get. I know that we live in a world where we are starting to be a bit more accepted but there is still no 100% acceptance who they are.